A Good Storm...

I love a good storm.  That is as long as it’s a safe storm. I love the way the sky darkens to a stunning grayish dark blue and how it creeps across the horizon.  I love how the clouds bounce and swerve making their way across the sky.  I love when the thunder booms so loud it echoes not only in my ears but in my whole body.  I love the way lightning can startle me and make me jump.  I love the way the trees bend and sway; almost bowing to their Creator.  I love when the wind just appears out of know where and catches me by surprise.  I love how the wind messes up my hair and can bring tears to my eyes and how it sometimes even takes the breath away from my little children.  It has mighty power.  I love the beautiful music of the raindrops as they tap on the skylights of my kitchen.  I love how a good storm makes me cling a little tighter to my sweet husband and hold my precious children a little closer to myself.  A good storm displays the power, grandeur and wonder of God within the beauty of nature that He himself created.  I love that God is in control of the storm.  

I do NOT love when a storm of life comes my way and I’m walking through dark clouds all around me.  Do I remember and recognize that God is in control?  Or do I try to take control?  Do I find refuge and rest in Him alone?  Or do I seek out other means and methods to console my fear?  

“Then he got into the boat and his disciples followed him. Suddenly a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. The disciples went and woke him, saying, ‘Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!’ He replied, ‘You of little faith, why are you so afraid?’ Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.  The men were amazed and asked, ‘What kind of man is this? Even the winds and the waves obey him!’”  Matthew 8:23-27 

Wow, to this day, that scripture continues to amaze me! Even though I’m a child of God, a perfect life and safety have not been guaranteed for me. But what has been promised is that God’s will and plan for my life and your life are perfect!  

“Safe? Of course He isn’t safe.  But He’s good.”  Spoken by Mr. Beaver in C.S. Lewis’ The Chronicles of Narnia, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe.  

This is who our faithful God is:

Our Rock

Our Fortress

Our Stronghold

Our Refuge

Our Deliverer

Our Rescuer

Our Portion

Our Comforter

Our Delight

Our Strength

Our Sustainer

Our Provider

Just to name a few…(Psalm 18:2)

I’m praying that you and I would live our lives trusting in God regardless of what storms we find ourselves in.  For He is truly safe and trustworthy!  Be blessed my friends as you seek His face!

Joyfully,

Ashley

URGENCY!!!

"God is love.  Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him." 1 John 4:16

How is your “Love Challenge” going?  It seems like the more I ask God to help me love like Him, the more opportunities He provides for me to live that out!  It's not easy!  If you don’t know what I’m talking about read this and join me!

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URGENCY!!!

Last night I sat in my kitchen nursing the baby.  It was so wonderful to listen to the dishwasher purring and to hear the happy sounds of my children lingering from the playroom.  All 3 “big” kids were in the playroom making posters for their daddy’s return tonight.  I could hear George, the oldest, spelling out “Welcome Home Daddy” for the younger ones.  I was overwhelmed at how big and mature he has become.  Where did the time go?  He was the one I should have been nursing!  Where did these 3 other children come from???  How have almost 6 years passed me bye.  Time is truly flying!  The older I get the more I realize the truth of this!

For a long time now I have had a desire to have an international student ministry of my own, under the umbrella of my parent’s ministry, FollowOne International.   I have had many obstacles/excuses that have kept me from walking on to one of the many university campuses in my area and volunteering in their international studies department.   I have continued to pray and seek God’s heart for me in this area.  I have also prayed that if it was His will for me that He would make it happen because I just couldn’t get my act together enough to seek it out right now.

God is so amazing!  You will not even believe what He did!  

"Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen."  Ephesians 3:20-21

The other night Doug and I decided to have a date night “IN”, which meant after we put our children to bed we order “take out” and watch a movie!  We ordered sushi and had it delivered.  When the doorbell rang I quickly went to answer it and there was the nicest young Chinese man I’ve ever met standing on my front porch.  We talked at first about where he was from and why he was here in the U.S.  Just as I had thought, he is here studying to get his Master’s Degree.  At one point in our conversation, which was easy and so enjoyable, I asked my new friend if he had ever heard of Jesus.  “Yes, but I am far too busy with my studies right now for Jesus, maybe later,” he said.  Wow…powerful words, too busy for Jesus!

We exchanged phone numbers and I am going to be inviting him over for a meal very soon.  I also have a very special gift for him, a Chinese/English Bible.  I am so excited about this adventure that the Lord has totally dropped on my door step!!!  I would ask you to please pray for me as I begin this relationship with my new friend, Si Wei. 

Time is running out.  Life is very short.  And we have an urgent message to share.  There are lost and hurting people all around us in our city, our country and our world that don’t know the saving love of God.  Who will you share the Good News of Jesus with today? I would encourage you to pray and ask the Lord to put someone in your path.  You never know who might show up on your front porch!

"Then Jesus came to them and said, 'All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me.  Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.'"  Matthew 28:18-20

I am praying that the Holy Spirit will fill each of us with a mighty sense of urgency to tell others about Jesus!

Joyfully,

Ashley

Love is...

Have you ever heard of “The Love Challenge?”  A few years ago I learned about it in a Bible Study I was a part of.  It is very simple, but you must commit to do it every day!  I have done it a few times and it is really a challenge I could handle doing every day for the rest of my life!  It truly is that good!

Here it is…The Love Challenge:  Read 1 Corinthians 13 every day for 30 days and ask God to empower you and to fill you with His love for others.  I would love for you to join me in this exercise!  See if you don’t love those around you differently, better…more like Jesus.  That is our goal, to look and love more like Jesus!   Since Jesus is perfect, His love is perfect!!!  “This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us.  And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers and sisters.”  1 John 3:16

Our love, just like all of us, is flawed by our sin.  We are incapable of loving like the verses 1 Corinthians 13 talks about on our own.  It is only by the power of the Holy Spirit in us that we are able to live and love in such a way.  The more we Know Him, the more we Love Him.  The more we Love Him the more we Follow and Obey Him.  “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”  Matthew 7:7

1 Corinthians 13

If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.  If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not love, I am nothing.  If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind.  It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.  It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.  Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.  It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.  But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.  For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears.  When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.  When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me.  For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall we face to face.  Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.  But the greatest of these is love.”

Are you up for the challenge?  I  am, let’s do it together!  I’m going to print several copies and place them around my house.  In 30 days we can share with each other how God has worked in our hearts and how we are loving those around us differently!  Can’t wait to hear from all of you!  I’m praying for you, praying we’ll be convicted and encouraged…ALL by our amazing God, through the Holy Spirit!

“Love is seeking the highest and greatest good for the other person.”  Unknown Author

Joyfully,

Ashley

The Good, the Bad and the Crazy…

A little about me~

I think it’s interesting to know things about the people whose blogs you read.  I love it when the one’s I read give me a glimpse into who they really are.   I’ve heard it said that sometimes Christian bloggers come across as self-righteous or hypocrites or “perfect.”  I want to be sure I NEVER show myself as any of those!  So this is my attempt to be “real” with you.  I’m going to tell you some good things, bad things and just crazy things about me.  In previous posts you’ve learned a little about me and in the side margin of my blog there is a section “about me”, but I want to tell you a little more and be truly honest in my description of myself.  

Well I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again.  There is nothing good in me apart from Jesus!   I love talking about Jesus with people who know Him and with those who don't know Him yet.  I love hearing and sharing stories of God’s faithfulness.  I love reading His Word!

I LOVE Beth Moore!!!   I think we could be really great friends!  ;)  In the past 6 years I have done several of her Bible Studies and they have had a profound impact on my life!  The way she teaches speaks right to my spirit!  Good Stuff!  


I'm reading 2 books right now.  They are:  Instructing a Child's Heart by Ted Tripp and Radical by David Platt.  This is the second time I'm reading Radical.  It is a life changing book, I highly recommend it.  Another book I recommend is Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire by Jim Cymbala.  Amazing!  I read it a few years ago and it too shaped and strengthened my faith. 

I love having plants and flowers in our home.  But I usually kill every plant that I buy.  Luckily I have learned there is one plant that can survive in my house and that is the “Peace Lily.”  It lays down when it’s thirsty.  Isn't that wonderful!!!  That is the only way I can remember to water it!  

I cannot sew.  I mean at all.  Not even a button.  Also, I don’t iron.  I mean I will if I “HAVE” to, but I’m not good at it so I send it all to the cleaners.  I love to wash and dry clothes all day long.  But i strongly dislike to fold and put away clothes.  It’s probably my least favorite domestic thing to do!  

I love coffee and diet coke!  I drink too much of both.  

I need to lose about 30 pounds, ugh!!!  One would think those pounds would just fly off from chasing 4 kids ages 0 to 5 years!  

I sometimes lose it with my children!


I collect crosses and McCarty Pottery.  They make me smile!

I sometimes have a hard time forgiving and forgetting.  

I’m really LOUD!  One of my best friends often times says to me when we are having a conversation, “why are you yelling at me?”  Oops!  

I love to cook!  But I don’t like to clean up the kitchen!

My minivan is always a disaster!  You can read more about that here.  

I am obsessed with having clean feet.  This started in college.  I don’t even know how or why it started.  But I have to laugh at myself.  Every night before I get in our bed I have to clean my feet.  I usually take a shower at night so that makes it easy.  But even on nights I don’t shower I will use wet wipes or wash them in the bath tub.  

I make our bed every day because a made bed sleeps much better than an unmade bed, in my opinion!  Some days I make it in the morning, other days in the afternoon and many days I make it right before I get in it! ;) 

I love being pregnant.   I actually love the labor and delivery as well.  I know it’s crazy!


My 4 children are my greatest accomplishment in life!  They along with their daddy, my sweet husband, bring me the utmost joy!

I have this flesh/spirit battle always going on in me that manifests itself mostly in material things.  My flesh loves to dress my children in beautiful clothes and decorate my home with beautiful things.  My spirit knows those things are meaningless, temporary and not the greatest use of money for the kingdom of God.  So it's a big struggle for me, just ask my husband. ;) 

In a nutshell I'm a daughter of the King, who doesn't always act like a princess.  I'm a busy wife and momma to 4 who is in constant motion and surrounded by cheerful chaos almost all the time.  I'm a woman who is trying to live out her faith one day at a time.  I'm so thankful for His Grace because even at my best, I'm not good enough!  

Well there you have it!  You now know me, Ashley Gilland, a little better!  I really would love to hear from you!  You are welcome to comment any time!  Or if you’d prefer you can always email me at ashgilland@gmail.com.

I'm praying that today God might use my good, bad and crazy to bring glory to himself and to bless you!

For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast.  Ephesians 2:8-9

Joyfully, 

Ashley